Massive fuck you to everyone who is talking about Palestinians as if we’re already all dead and sharing more solidarity with our corpses than us living. “We will never forget the beautiful Palestinian people-“ how about you stop “making peace” with Palestinian extermination. My people are not going to be forgotten because we are going to live. Palestinians have already survived one genocide and have been surviving one ever since.
Do not ever let the idea that all Palestinians are going to die exist in your mind. Mourn the dead, fight like hell for the living.
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I can! A bit belatedly, but still with pleasure! Ryuk and Light’s dynamic isn’t terribly formative for the duration of most the story, but it’s incredibly important to how the story starts and ends. Ryuk plays a huge part in Light becoming Kira in the first place, beyond merely providing the notebook for him.
First off, a lot of credit to the thoughts about the beginning of Ryuk and Light goes to casuistor - most of my Death Note thoughts are impacted by her to some degree, but this is really something that she helped me understand and that I would maybe never have seen quite so clearly without her.
That out of the way, here we go. Light and Ryuk from start to end.

The thing is, Light is initially very afraid of Ryuk - or not of Ryuk specifically, but of the entity owning the notebook. Fear of imminent death is what drives Light to the killings he does before Ryuk shows up. He wants to leave his mark on the world and he thinks he has very limited time to do so.
Then Ryuk appears and tells him that the notebook is his - and explains the bond between them. This both contains the explanation that there is neither heaven nor hell (hence the only way Light can give meaning to his life is while he’s alive) and… that Ryuk will, inevitably, be the one to kill Light.

That’s also worrisome information. Now having it confirmed that there is no cosmic meaning to life whatsoever, Light has an even more vested interest in staying alive and continuing to create meaning for himself. And now he knows one thing… staying alive means pleasing Ryuk.
His next two questions are pretty systematic in how they’re geared towards this goal:First he asks why Ryuk chose him. This is important because if he knows why Ryuk is interested in him, he can make sure to retain these aspects and keep Ryuk on his good side. But of course, Ryuk didn’t choose him.So then Light wants to know why Ryuk dropped the Death Note - obviously Ryuk must have some kind of goal and there’s no person more interested in serving that goal than Light who feels his entire life depends on it.
And he gets an explanation: Ryuk was bored.
That gives Light something to work off. Immediately, he hits into this.

He gives Ryuk something to relate to. An idea of them looking for the same thing. Now, ‘I was bored’ is not Light’s reason for mass murder. This statement of his gets taken at face value far too often. Light isn’t lying here, but it’s a gross oversimplification of the truth, for the sole purpose of resonating with Ryuk.
In reality, boredom factors into Light’s decisions in two ways: 1.) Testing the notebook was indeed an act of teenage boredom, but that’s not overtly significant. Being a kid who messes around is normal. 2.) Light’s overall ennui with the world. Light does parallel Ryuk here, even if with different nuance. The first page of the manga isn’t their shared internal monologue about a rotten world for nothing. Both of them hate that the world is unchanging and feel negatively about it. But here’s where the difference splits off: Ryuk craves excitement and fun, Light craves change. Fundamentally, Light’s issue with the world isn’t that it’s not entertaining, it is that everything done in the world feels futile because no lasting social change is achieved.
Light’s and Ryuk’s boredom are completely different in nature, but Light manages to combine them into one all-encompassing masterplan.
He will become the God of a New World.
For him, this is about breaking out of the cycle of futility. He’s had this plan before, but notably he never described in these grandiose terms. Those are for Ryuk, because what could be more fun and more entertaining than a mere human proclaiming to become a God? Light wants to make himself indispensable to Ryuk. Being fun is his life insurance.

And it’s working. They thus enter a mutually beneficial relationship where Ryuk grants Light the power for change and Light repays in entertainment.
Starving to death this morning because ive been to the new local cafe twice this week already and if i go a third time ill look desperate.
Me: I like the goods and/or services you offer in exchange for my money
The cafe, in my head: lmao cringe, kill yrself buddy
The endlessly wailing siren of my social anxiety issues is probably not going to be silenced by the people in the comments pointing out that being a regular at a restaurant is a normal thing for people to be, but I do zero-sarcasm appreciate the attempt, is very kind!
I used to walk into [redacted nonpizza store] in my area and the guy behind the counter would immediately ask me if I wanted a pizza. truly I experienced the mortifying ordeal of being known as the pizza guy
compared to that being a regular at a normal cafe ordering normal breakfast items would be a real relief
Literally dread this scenario, to have your identity *reduced down* to a single item order, to be known as such a plebian with such a restricted palette that your order can be charted in advance, oh widdle ash wants his chicken tendies uwu.
I agree having a set breakfast order is more socially acceptable than a set pizza order. But its not enough; its never enough.
Though life update: i did just go to the cafe in the end. I compromised with my anxiety by ordering a sandwich instead of my typical bagel. It was fine but not as good.
on the flipside, we went to the same place for brunch a couple years, one time my buddy orders something new, and while he’s eating five different members of the wait staff stopped by to be like “did they bring you the wrong thing?”
This thread needs a trigger warning keep the horror stories coming
There was a bakeshop near my house that made soft ginger cookies and and macarons but only 2-3 good flavors. I walked in once and the cashier (who I definitely didn’t recognize) said “let me guess - ginger cookies and cookies-n-cream macarons, right?”
Needless to say, I never returned.
I once went to a McDonald’s, the cashier said “big mac combo meal and a chicken burger, right?” and I said “yeah” and then didn’t come back for two years
This entire genre of concern so fascinatingly foreign to me! the cafeteria pizza guy knows I want 3 slices of whatever veggie pizza he has, and he will have them ready for me without me having to say anything besides a quick murmured thanks, and he smiles when he sees me and starts to grab them, and it feels so good! to be known, even a little bit, to be a small constant in someone else’s life… there’s just something so beautiful and precious and good in that, for me.
When I lived in [the city where I lived for undergrad] there was this place very close to my house with cheap and delicious lamb curry and the people at the counter knew my face and would start scooping the lamb curry into a bowl when they saw me come through the door. I thought this was lovely of them and always made sure to tip generously. Restaurant and regular is a mutually beneficial relationship.
Yeah there’s a bakery/cafe a few doors down from me and reaching the point where they a) remember my face/name and b) know my regular order meant that I can no longer get breakfast anywhere else ever.
Had the guy at the taco truck I routinely went to for lunch who asked me after a few years if I only ate burritos or something, no man I’m just don’t see the need to mix up my lunches.
As someone who’s been both front and back of house in various large and small food services: regulars account for roughly 40% of sales and thier consistency makes it easier to order supplies and keep stock levels stable.
As front of house my regulars were always a welcome sight, an easy serve and clear, a guaranteed a happy customer and pleasant interaction. Especially in diners or lunch spots where reliable turnover = tips and most people never come in more than once, having a familiar face who’s rhythms and tastes you recall makes the rest of your service work easier.
If you have any anxiety about being a regular somewhere just be sure to tip well, and you will magically transform from ‘pizza guy’ or ‘lamb curry dude’ to Beloved Favorite Regular and the servers will squabble to get you seated in thier section.
When I worked for Domino’s Pizza, there was a guy who ordered a pizza, without fail, on Thursday at 6pm. Until the day he didn’t.
One of our drivers was delivering nearby and decided to check on the guy. Turns out the guy got home, got most of the way through the door, and lost consciousness. (If memory serves, it was a diabetic episode.) Driver couldn’t revive him and called 911. Saved the guy’s life.
when i worked in a remote office when i started my job, i went to denny’s for lunch enough that i’d just walk in and a server would go “take a seat over there, I’ll be over with your iced tea to take your order in a moment”
Food service workers love their regulars, especially if you’re a good tipper and are polite, we literally look forward to seeing you every day. Also service workers don’t care if you order the same thing, and us remembering your order means we like you.
^^^^
Also no we aren’t “boiling your personality down to an item/order”, you are. We are offering you preference recall and welcoming you and your *presence* does in fact correspond to our need to give you a certain order. It’s okay for that to happen.
For all my fellow social anxiety sufferers out there. Because my local coffee shop knows I always get iced coffee or a mocha and a biscotti and it stresses me the fuck out because I’m like “What if they think my order is dumb?? What if they’re like there she goes again stuffing her face with biscottis all the time” but nothing matters and a biscotti with your coffee in the morning really makes all the difference in what kinda day you’re gonna have.
I have pretty severe social anxiety, but there was a Chinese restaurant in [town I lived in for a few years] that made some of the very best egg drop soup, vegetable lo mein, and spring rolls. I ordered that every time I went there. They would seat me by a window in a quiet spot because they saw me put earplugs on when things got noisy.
Then I moved to a different but nearby town. I’m unable to drive (due to medical reasons) and public transportation didn’t go near the town. It was a year later, when I had a study group, that I was able to go there again. We had been taking turns for what restaurant we would eat and study at. We’d be there for hours, ordering several meals, and tip heavy, around 50%. Anyone one of us who couldn’t afford to eat or tip would be covered by the rest because several of my classmates were from wealthy families. They covered me more than once in exchange for drawings.
When it was my turn, we went to the Chinese restaurant. I walked in and they immediately knew who I was and what I favored. It was pretty dead in there, so we mostly had the place to ourselves. It ended up being a six course meal and five hours of studying and discussing the project. They brought me my favs as soon as they saw my plate or bowl was empty. The bill ended up at a little over $1k.
A couple months later, a friend took me there where we had a nice lunch after I finished my last exam. The owner approached our table and told me each of the students I had brought last time were now regulars. Some brought more people, and business was booming. They gave me a little card that said I would receive free meals for the next two years, as thanks for being a regular bringing in so many new people.
Before I moved across the country, I wanted to visit the place for a final meal before leaving. The place was closed with a sign that said “moved to new location.” The new location was near the university. So we went there, and the owner informed me that because so many of their new regulars were uni students, they moved. The place was easily 3x the size of their original. They told me it was always packed during meal times, and they now opened for breakfast with tradition Chinese breakfast foods. Business was booming, and all because of their regulars.
Being a regular is one of the very best compliments you can offer a restaurant, diner, meal trucks, etc. They love seeing you, especially if you tip well. I will likely never eat there again due to living more than 2500 miles away, but it feels good that my love for egg drop soup, vegetable lo mein, and spring rolls helped out a wonderful restaurant.
Be a regular. They love you.
Former food service worker here!
Food service is fucking HARD. It’s insanely fast, it’s stressful, like that job probably took years off my life.
I’ve been out for two and a half years.
I want you all to know I still remember Mr. Love, Lisa the lady who stopped by after physical therapy because she was too tired to cook after all that (EXTREMELY VALID, I always stuck a free dessert in her bag because PT sucks), a security guard lady whose name I’ve forgotten (Alisha, I think, but I’m no longer sure) but who always had the biggest smile and wanted to tell me how her son was doing in high school, the children’s hospital nurse whose name I never knew but said she always came on Wednesdays because she knew I was working and my smile did her good (her love of my very crooked teeth did ME good), and the homeless guy who finally reconnected with his family and got clean and off the street.
You’ll notice these folks sure weren’t just “the pizza guy” to me. In fact the day I found out Lisa was in PT was because I told her “you know, every time you come you’ve always looked so sad, and today you’re smiling, and I’m so glad to see it.” She’d been in full-body PT because of a drunk driver and this overlapped with a round of chemo. The day she came in smiling she’d just been declared officially in remission. Mr. Love—yes, that was his real name—had manners straight out of the 1960s and my first full shift as a manager he saw me trying not to panic and said “take a deep breath, you’re doing better than you think.” If you’ve ever heard me tell the story about the Starbucks trainee I told that to? Yeah, I got it from a regular and immediately incorporated it into my training.
With two exceptions—one of whom eventually got banned because she was such an absolute C-U-Next-Tuesday to so many people and she made one of my cashiers cry—I loved my regulars. I adored many of them. When I left that job there were several who came in during my last days specifically to hug me and wish me well. Other than the lady who eventually got banned, there wasn’t a single one of them I considered “cringe,” and what made her pathetic wasn’t that she had a regular order, it’s that she felt the need to be so consistently horrible.
Don’t be ashamed of being a regular. You’re a part of our hearts’ neighborhoods.
Villian Betty
Sketchy Doodle of Villain Betty
Fresh (draft) Lore: Betty's new name is called Madam Red
After she became Golb she slowly started to think about her life and how everything she did was only for Simon
Time went on and she grew hatred for the man she once loved for always thinking of himself and never her, even in her last moments was about Simon
She was so enraged she overpowered Golb itself and got back her old form but a bit different, She made all of OOO into her kingdom looking for Simon
In the current time as Simon and Fionna look for a new crown
Madam Red is looking for her Simon (Who is hiding after watching Betty murder Princess Bubblegum)
Extra: here's fanart my friend Avery did for Madam Red
Inktober Day 27: Beast
Oh hey, look! It's the Newtopian Book Beast from chapter 10 of @medicated-au! Let's just say she's... not having a great day and leave it at that!
(Also what are hands?!)
When I was in the hospital, they gave me a big bracelet that said ALLERGY, but like. I'm allergic to bees. Were they going to prescribe me bees in there.
So there's a medication called hyaluronidase. It's used to make other medications absorb better, because it makes the cell wall more permeable.
One common usage is to make local anesthetic more effective during surgery, for instance. It's used in a number of injected medications.
Bee stings contain an enzyme very similar to this medication, so sometimes, people with bee allergies have an allergic reaction to hyaluronidase.
This is called cross-reactivity, where your body mistakes something for the thing it's actually allergic to, and has an allergic reaction anyway. For instance, sometimes people with latex allergies also are allergic to bananas and other fruits. They don't actually contain latex, but there are some similar proteins.
Apparently, hyraluronidase used in humans is derived from one of four sources: sheep testicles, cow testicles, cow testicles again, and GMO hamster ovaries.
tl;dr: They won't inject you with bees, but they might inject you with purified cow testicle juice, and your body might say 'eh, cow balls are BASICALLY bees' and try to kill you anyway.
















